Individuality has no place in love...

You've spent your whole life being an individual, only looking out for yourself. Why when given the opportunity to relinquish some of that individuality for a greater us, you panic? The merging of  two individuals isn't the loss of two people but the building of a great ONE. You would think you're tired of doing it alone. Running from your purpose because you're too focused on what you'll lose as opposed to all the things you'll gain. Maybe that's the decline of love. Maybe that has something to so with why people don't get married anymore. More secure in individuality , too scared to let anyone in. Thinking, "if I'll lose them I'll have nothing" why not think, "when we have each other we'll have everything". I look forward to letting go, to have a partner like God designed me to have. People are too scared to get what God told them is theirs. I look forward to holidays with both families, forcing the kids to perform talents, date nights two stepping to old school music, becoming those old couples we laughed at. Becoming everything I've always dreamed of. People will be alone for the rest of their life if it meant that they never had to feel the fall out of the risks they took. Every risk is a stepping stone out, above, over...an experience, wisdom otherwise not gained. I am not my failures I am however stronger everytime. I feel sorry for people who must hold on to who they think they are because they're just holding themselves back. It must be a sad life to know it'll always be you. Just you. Feeling like you're the only one you can trust. The only one that can love you. The only one who can anticipate your needs. I feel even worse for the one who was designed to love you, designed to break the mold, the one who was supposed to be great with you. I suppose I feel sorry for myself...